Table of Contents
TABLE OF CONTENTS
INTRODUCTION
SECTION 1 - PREPARING FOR WIFE'S PASSING
Chapter 1: My Introduction to Grief
Chapter 2: Illness & Death
Role of Hospice
How to use the Caring Bridge Website
Creating Memorials to Your Wife
Some Tips for You and Family
The Passing of Your Wife
SECTION 2 - COPING WITH DEEP GRIEVING
Chapter 3: The Aftermath - What Now?
Immediate Impact on Me and Family
Including Children in Decisions and Tasks
Sharing with Friends and Family
Accepting Help and Including Others
Continuing as Father and New Role as Ma/Grandma
Taking Time to Grieve
Celebration of Life/Funeral Service
Post Celebration - What Now?
Avoiding Major Decisions for a Year
Chapter 4: Coping with Grief
Physical Pain
Crying and Sobbing - Dry Heaves of Crying
Craving for Wife's Embrace and Lovemaking
Shutting Others Out
Trip to Temporary Solitude & Its Benefits
Temptation of Alcohol and Drugs
Suicidal Thoughts, Fear of Death and Building Resilience
When Parents Outlive Your Wife
Does a Lengthy Illness Reduce Deep Grieving?
Chapter 5: Counseling - When and Why
Why Counseling is Important
Where to Go for Counseling
Talented Women Therapists Can Help You
Chapter 6: Grieving - How Men Differ from Women
Can I Live Again
Dealing with Crushing Loneliness
Sex Drive or Lack of It - What Does it Mean
When Does Deep Grieving End
Activity and Tasks as Self-Therapy
How You Remember Your Wife
Revisiting Old Memories, Places & People
Surviving Anniversaries and Birthdays
Expressing Your Grief in New Ways
Revisiting the Past
Losing Your Memories and Images
Holidays - Landmines on Path to Recovery
Life After First 6 Months and Holidays
Can I Love Again? And On Welcoming Death
Learning to Live Alone - Truth or Bullshit?
Setbacks and Continuing Rollercoaster
Getting to a Happier Healthier Place
SECTION 3 - AFTER DEEP GRIEVING
Chapter 7: It Will Never Be the Same Again
Chapter 8: Building New Relationships
Dating Tips for Widowers
Chapter 9: Sharing Your Life With Two Women
Chapter 10: Some Closing Thoughts
ENDNOTES
REFERENCES
FORMING YOUR OWN GRIEF GROUP