The Truth at the Heart of the Lie: How the Catholic Church Lost Its Soul

The Truth at the Heart of the Lie: How the Catholic Church Lost Its Soul

by James Carroll

Narrated by James Carroll

Unabridged — 14 hours, 6 minutes

The Truth at the Heart of the Lie: How the Catholic Church Lost Its Soul

The Truth at the Heart of the Lie: How the Catholic Church Lost Its Soul

by James Carroll

Narrated by James Carroll

Unabridged — 14 hours, 6 minutes

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Overview

“Courageous and inspiring.”-Karen Armstrong, author of The Case for God

“James Carroll takes us to the*heart*of one of the great crises of our times.”-Stephen Greenblatt, author of The Swerve
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An eloquent memoir by a former priest and National Book Award-winning writer who traces the roots of the Catholic sexual abuse scandal back to the power structure of the Church itself, as he explores his own crisis of faith and journey to renewal
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NAMED ONE OF THE BEST BOOKS OF THE YEAR BY PUBLISHERS WEEKLY

James Carroll weaves together the story of his quest to understand his personal beliefs and his relationship to the Catholic Church with the history of the Church itself. From his first awakening of faith as a boy to his gradual disillusionment as a Catholic, Carroll offers a razor-sharp examination both of himself and of how the Church became an institution that places power and dominance over people through an all-male clergy.*
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Carroll argues that a male-supremacist clericalism is both the root cause and the ongoing enabler of the sexual abuse crisis. The power structure of clericalism poses an existential threat to the Church and compromises the ability of even a progressive pope like Pope Francis to advance change in an institution accountable only to itself. Carroll traces this dilemma back to the Roman Empire and the Middle Ages, when Scripture, Jesus Christ, and His teachings were reinterpreted as the Church became an empire. In*a deeply personal re-examination of self, Carroll grapples with his own feelings of being chosen, his experiences as a priest, and the moments of doubt that made him leave the priesthood and embark on a long personal journey toward renewal-including his tenure as an op-ed columnist at The Boston Globe writing about sexual abuse in the Church.*
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Ultimately, Carroll calls on the Church and all reform-minded Catholics to revive the culture from within by embracing anti-clerical, anti-misogynist resistance and staying grounded in the spirit of love that is the essential*truth*at the*heart*of Christian belief and Christian life.

Editorial Reviews

Publishers Weekly

★ 03/08/2021

In this trenchant analysis, Boston Globe columnist and former Paulist priest Carroll (Constantine’s Sword) argues the sexual abuse crisis in the Catholic church isn’t rooted in a few bad priests, but rather a profoundly corrupt system in which a small group of men wield enormous power over others. Over centuries, Carroll writes, the church’s views on gender and sexuality developed in tandem with its desire to protect clerical power, allowing for a “male-supremacist” system stacked against Catholics (often women) who tried to claim or share that power: “The malignity of that clericalism has been laid bare in recent years by the scandal of priests sexually abusing children.” Carroll also includes his own story to effectively show the varied ways this “ecclesiastical pyramid” engenders abuse. As a priest during the Vietnam War, he writes, he came to believe that jingoistic American bishops were providing the government “an excuse to reject the conscientious objector claims of Catholic boys.” Unable to stop what he saw as abuse, and unwilling to be part of perpetuating it, he left the priesthood. Despite it’s significant criticisms, the book encourages despairing Catholics to think of themselves as conscientious objectors—and to fight for what remains good and true about their faith. This persuasive, provocative work will be a must-read for any practicing Catholic. (Mar.)

From the Publisher

James Carroll’s The Truth at the Heart of the Lie is at once a passionate love letter to the enduring beauty of the Catholic faith and a passionate indictment of the clericalism of the Catholic Church. This moving and revelatory book, written from deep personal experience, takes us to the heart of one of the great institutional and existential crises of our times.”—Stephen Greenblatt, author of The Swerve 
 
“James Carroll has written a courageous and inspiring account of his original commitment to and his subsequent disillusion with the Catholic Church. Our only hope is to have the courage to imagine a future that returns to the spirit of equity, love, and compassion that not only is fundamental to the true teaching of the Catholic Church but also lies at the heart of all the great world religions.”—Karen Armstrong, author of The Case for God
 
“In this amazing account of the author’s lifelong adventure of faith, full of candor and pain about one man’s encounter with the peculiar blessings and severe limitations of Catholic Christianity, the reader will come to know a man of such intellectual breadth and astonishing self-honesty as one almost never encounters in contemporary literature.”Thomas Cahill, author of How the Irish Saved Civilization
 
“James Carroll has been extending his life story and his critique of the Catholic Church in tandem for a generation. The Truth at the Heart of the Lie brings that turbulent dialogue to a moving and gripping conclusion, a repentant Catholic’s manifesto and culminating apologia pro vita sua. Prepare to race through it at one sitting—and then live with it.”—Jack Miles, author of God: A Biography
 
“In The Truth at the Heart of the Lie, James Carroll bares his Catholic soul—and the soul of his church. Both wounded and redeemed by the faith of his Irish American family, Carroll peers, with undaunted courage, into the shadows of deceit and corruption that have shaken his soul’s confidence. In that darkness, he discovers the truth hidden in the human failings, sins, and betrayals of his church’s bishops and priests. The Catholic priesthood and the Catholic Church are at a tipping point. This gripping memoir of faith, bringing us to our knees, might well move us over the edge.”—Rev. Donald Cozzens, former rector of the Roman Catholic seminary in Cleveland and author of Notes from the Underground

“James Carroll has chronicled the career of his faith in many gripping books. The Truth at the Heart of the Lie is the culmination. His struggle as a Catholic is specific and authoritative. But his open heart, saddened soul, and reforming mind will arouse all searchers born into the religions of mere humans.”—Bernard Avishai, author of The Tragedy of Zionism

“Though a wrenching and honest confrontation with the dismaying recent history of the Church, the book can and should be read also as a cautious, wise, and real word of hope. . . . A disturbing, moving, and important book from one of the keenest interpreters of contemporary Catholicism.”—Kevin Madigan, Winn Professor of Ecclesiastical History, Harvard University

Library Journal

03/01/2021

Born into a devoutly Catholic family as the son of an army general, Carroll attended Catholic schools all through college and entered the Paulist order, receiving his seminary education as Vatican II was progressing. Assigned as chaplain to the Catholic Newman Center at Boston University, he participated (much to the chagrin of his parents) in anti-war protest. Five years after ordination, he left the priesthood to become a full-time writer. He has written 12 novels, several works of history, many essays, and a previous memoir. The present work combines a reflection on his life with a critique of what he sees as the clericalism of the Catholic Church; the ground, in his view, of its misogyny and the abuse crisis. He offers several suggestions for returning the Church to something more attuned to what he believes Jesus intended. As with most of his works, the author's passion comes through even as he recounts historical events, very much through his lens, for which he has sometimes been criticized by academic historians. VERDICT A well-written, passionate critique of the current state of the Catholic Church by one who, to a certain extent despite himself, still respects and admires it.—Augustine J. Curley, Newark Abbey, NJ

Kirkus Reviews

★ 2021-02-04
A deeply personal exploration of what has broken the modern Catholic Church.

Using his own vast experience, former priest and accomplished religion journalist Carroll, author of such landmark works as An American Requiem and Constantine’s Sword, demonstrates to readers why the Roman Catholic Church is in a state of international crisis. The author’s detailed, honest, and brutal treatment of his subject matter is consistently captivating. He identifies the primary issue as “clericalism,” a dysfunctional, exalted view of the clergy that has led to systemic, generational misogyny and, ultimately, to the reprehensible child molestation crisis that has become, over decades, horrifyingly widespread. Carroll looks back on centuries of warped theology and abuses of power while also telling his own story of growing up in the pre–Vatican II church and finding disillusionment later. He describes 21st-century corruption as stemming from the work of thinkers who died centuries ago. Augustine of Hippo (354-430) and Anselm of Canterbury (circa 1033-1109), both of whom were later designated as saints, advanced theological beliefs about sex, the body, and women that celebrated the sanctity of the priesthood in damaging ways. Augustine, writes the author, formed an “anti-human theology,” and through Anselm’s influence, “death trumped life in the Catholic imagination.” Over time, the ossified, male priesthood became an exceedingly powerful force, featuring extraordinary abuses of power and a distorted view of Christ and his church. Carroll saw this firsthand in his interactions with priests and monks throughout his youth and early adulthood. Disenchanted with the church after it ignored the attempted reforms of the Second Vatican Council, the author left the priesthood and, eventually, almost left the faith. He is still a believer, however, and urges others to join him in enacting “an anti-clericalism from within,” delivering a book that seamlessly combines moving, forthright autobiography and searing critique.

Balanced yet uncompromising, an urgent call to action for believers and a fitting capstone to a fruitful career.

Product Details

BN ID: 2940177406749
Publisher: Penguin Random House
Publication date: 03/23/2021
Edition description: Unabridged

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CHAPTER 1

The Murder of a Soul

We showed no care for the little ones; we abandoned them.

—Pope Francis

Ireland is ground zero for the Church’s current moral implosion, beginning a decade ago when, in 2009, the findings of an Irish government commission chaired by Judge Sean Ryan, called the Ryan Report, were released. The Catholic Church’s sexual abuse scandal had been ignited in Boston some years before that, but in Ireland the calamity was even more catastrophic. By every measure, the Church in Ireland was in ruins by 2018, but that year Pope Francis arrived there for a major papal visitation as if everything were fine.

Even before The Boston Globe began publishing its predator priest stories in 2002—the Spotlight series that became the basis for a hit movie released in 2015—the government of Ireland had launched an investigation into rumors of child sexual abuse in the island nation’s residential institutions for children, nearly all of which were run by the Catholic Church. The inquiry took most of a decade. Finally, in 2009, its results were revealed in the Ryan Commission’s 2,600-page summary of conditions in more than 250 Church-run institutions. Despite a long-established tradition of government inspections and supervision, Catholic priests, brothers, and nuns had, across decades, violently tormented—tortured—thousands of children. The commission found that inmates of Catholic orphanages and reformatories were no better than slaves—and, in many cases, sex slaves. Rape and molestation of boys were “endemic.”

The Ryan Commission’s findings were the first sign of a tsunami. Other reports were issued about other Irish institutions, including parish churches, schools, and homes for unwed mothers—the suddenly notorious “Magdalene laundries.” In those institutions, girls and women were condemned to lives of coercive servitude. The ignominy of the so-called Magdalene asylums was laid out in numerous documentary films and in Philomena (2013), the high-profile true-life movie starring Judi Dench. The scandal climaxed with the discovery in 2017 that between 1925 and 1961 at the Bon Secours Mother and Baby Home, in Tuam, county Galway, nearly eight hundred babies died, many of malnourishment and neglect. Their corpses were disposed of in mass graves and sewage pits. That revelation led to the establishment of yet another commission, which reported in 2019 that, in numerous institutions, the corpses of hundreds of babies had been routinely provided, into the 1970s, to medical schools for dissection. Many hundreds of other dead babies in the care of Church-run homes were simply unaccounted for. Not only priests had behaved despicably; so had nuns.

Revelations of predator priests and complicit bishops had been rocking the Catholic world for years, but it was in Ireland that the swirling scandal now touched down, making that country the eye of the storm. Before, during, and after his arrival in the Emerald Isle for his 2018 visitation, Pope Francis expressed, as he put it, “shame and sorrow,” but during his time there, in a series of public statements and private meetings, he showed no real sign of understanding the need for significant Church reform, not to mention authentic acts of penitence. There was a terrible pro forma quality to the pontiff’s actions, as if the festering scandal had been reckoned with, becoming one more item on the Church’s regular agenda.

Yet after Francis left Ireland, returning to Rome, the tempest of Catholic sexual abuse continued to shake the Church. In Germany, a leaked Catholic bishops’ investigation revealed that in the years 1946 through 2014, 1,670 clergy had assaulted 3,677 children. In the United States, a Pennsylvania grand jury found just then that, over the course of seventy years, more than a thousand children had been abused by more than three hundred priests, with Church authorities successfully silencing the victims, deflecting law enforcement, and shielding the predators. The grand jury charges told of a ring of pedophile priests who commonly gave their young targets the gift of a gold cross to wear so that other predator priests could recognize an initiated child who would not resist an overture. “This is the murder of a soul,” said one victim who offered testimony before the grand jury.

While the pope traveled to Ireland and shortly thereafter, attorneys general in fifteen other American states announced the opening of investigations into Church crimes, with the U.S. Department of Justice following suit at the federal level. Soon, in several states, teams of law enforcement agents, with jackets emblazoned with the word police and armed with search warrants, would burst into diocesan offices and seize records, as if they were raiding the dens of mobsters. This all amounted to an unprecedented campaign by civil authorities, who crossed previously sacrosanct boundaries of church-state separation to prosecute priestly abusers and enablers.

Confronted with the mounting evidence of priestly transgressions everywhere, Francis finally issued, in the late fall of 2018, a meek call for a four-day meeting of senior bishops to be held in Rome the following February under the rubric “The Protection of Minors in the Church.” To jaded Catholics, this seemed like putting Mafia chieftains in charge of a crime commission. Events would prove such skeptics to be right.

The complacency of the Catholic hierarchy seemed unshakable, even as horrible revelations of abuse continued to come in. Take the rape of nuns by priests and bishops, for example. Such a crime was once an unthinkable abomination: Priests raping nuns? What could that be but the foulest slander put out there by an anti-Catholic bigot?

But then, when Pope Francis did indeed acknowledge, in answer to a reporter’s question in early 2019, that such heinous crimes do occur in the Church and remain a mostly unaddressed problem, he did so with maddening equilibrium—despite it being a global phenomenon. In Africa, as the AIDS epidemic had taken hold, priests had coerced nuns into becoming sexual servants because, as virgins, they would not be likely to carry the HIV virus. It was reportedly common for such priests to sponsor abortions when the nuns became pregnant. Nuns had come forward in India to publicly charge priests with rape. “It’s true,” Francis said calmly in January of 2019. “There are priests and bishops who have done that.” The following April, a bishop was charged by Indian officials with rape and illegal confinement of a nun, whom he allegedly assaulted regularly over two years in the southern state of Kerala. The bishop denied the charge. The nun said she reported the bishop to the police only after having appealed to Church authorities repeatedly—and being ignored.

In February, a Washington Post report suggested that beginning early in his pontificate, Francis knew about the systematic priestly abuse of institutionalized deaf children in Argentina that had occurred when he lived there. The pope apparently had cooperated in keeping the horror secret. Following the long-established pattern, the abuse had been finally brought to light not by Church officials, but by civil authorities and the secular press. Deaf victims reported that they were discouraged from learning sign language in their Catholic institution. A hand sign they came to know, however, was the one often used by the abusive priests—the forefinger to the lips: Silencio! That silence had belonged to Pope Francis, too.

Meanwhile, that same February, Cardinal Theodore McCarrick, a former archbishop of Washington and one of the Church’s most powerful prelates, having been exposed by press reports, was finally found guilty by a Vatican tribunal of abusing a minor. He was being punished, the Vatican announced, by being stripped of his clerical standing.

This “reduction to the lay state” was described as a priest’s equivalent of the death penalty, but the supposedly humiliating punishment actually amounted to McCarrick’s being forced to assume the status of every other non-ordained person on the planet—a subtle revelation of the clerical caste’s disrespect for the laity. That manifestation is essential to the corruption of clericalism, which I was being forced, through all of this, to confront in full.

McCarrick was shown to have been a harasser of young men and boys, and his homosexuality sparked a broad scapegoating of gays as the source of Church dysfunction. A sensational book claimed that a cabal of gay priests and bishops dominated the Vatican itself. Still, in that same February of 2019, gay priests from the Netherlands openly objected to being blamed for the sexual abuse scandal, while on the front page of The Washington Post, beleaguered gay priests in America described themselves as living not in a closet but in a cage. Gay priests are imprisoned, they explained, by the very dysfunction they are expected to uphold.

The shameful revelations would not stop. The Vatican just then acknowledged that it had long-established secret protocols for handling “children of the ordained.” According to this policy, a priest who violated his vow of celibacy and fathered a child was encouraged to resign from the priesthood to “assume his responsibility as a parent,” but he was in no way required to do so. A Vatican expert explained that a priest’s fathering of a child was “not a canonical crime.” Estimates put the contemporary number of priests’ children in the thousands.

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